Just don't quit. I might get so tired that my eyeballs feel like they're gonna fall out. I might need to curl up in a ball and cry for a few hours for no reason in particular. I might be so sick that winning at Russian Roulette actually feels like winning. Still, I will never, ever, ever give up.
My full-time, minimum wage job is taking so much out of me. I have no strength or energy for anything else. I'm doing everything I can to find a new job, preferably closer to home, preferably closer to my boyfriend's home where I seem to be spending the night every night in spite of my belongings residing elsewhere.
What else can I do? I'm working on getting a video ready to put on YouTube. All I can do is put myself out there and hope for the best. There are days when I feel really positive and confident, where I'm skipping through the day, singing a tune, and bubbling with appreciation. Today is not one of those days. No one said the journey would all be scenic and sweet, but I'll do my best to enjoy it regardless.
My full-time, minimum wage job is taking so much out of me. I have no strength or energy for anything else. I'm doing everything I can to find a new job, preferably closer to home, preferably closer to my boyfriend's home where I seem to be spending the night every night in spite of my belongings residing elsewhere.
What else can I do? I'm working on getting a video ready to put on YouTube. All I can do is put myself out there and hope for the best. There are days when I feel really positive and confident, where I'm skipping through the day, singing a tune, and bubbling with appreciation. Today is not one of those days. No one said the journey would all be scenic and sweet, but I'll do my best to enjoy it regardless.
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