The wealthiest man to ever live said his riches were meaningless, a chasing after the wind. More is never enough. An insatiable longing remains regardless of the amount of money acquired. My point in asking the universe for a billion dollars is not an attempt to obtain more. I already have everything I need. I just don't feel like I have everything I need.
There is a rationale in the back of my mind whispering negative comments to me. It tries to convince me I'm not enough, that I don't have enough, to be a blessing to other people where I am. My hands feel tied because I lack the financial resources to support my own children let alone random strangers. A lie continually feeds my subconscious the line: "I will do better when..." when I know there is no time other than the present to do better with the resources of time and energy I do have. Now!
There is a rationale in the back of my mind whispering negative comments to me. It tries to convince me I'm not enough, that I don't have enough, to be a blessing to other people where I am. My hands feel tied because I lack the financial resources to support my own children let alone random strangers. A lie continually feeds my subconscious the line: "I will do better when..." when I know there is no time other than the present to do better with the resources of time and energy I do have. Now!
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