Yesterday was terrible. I was horribly depressed all day. My head was in a fog. I couldn't see clearly or think clearly or hold two positive thoughts together consecutively. There was no way I could write. I didn't realize I hadn't posted the day before either. My boyfriend was having an off day and worked from home, so I was a bit distracted then as well.
There are many times I'm tempted to give up on this blog. No one reads it anyway. It's not doing any good for anyone. What's the point? It might be true; it might not do anyone else any good at the moment. However, I do believe it's doing me a great deal of good. It's teaching me experientially to be more disciplined and self-controlled. I'm constantly starting projects and then not following through on them. Continuing this blog is good practice for me, even if I don't end up earning a billion dollars with my contributions. But who knows, maybe I will someday if I keep at it and don't give up.
There are many times I'm tempted to give up on this blog. No one reads it anyway. It's not doing any good for anyone. What's the point? It might be true; it might not do anyone else any good at the moment. However, I do believe it's doing me a great deal of good. It's teaching me experientially to be more disciplined and self-controlled. I'm constantly starting projects and then not following through on them. Continuing this blog is good practice for me, even if I don't end up earning a billion dollars with my contributions. But who knows, maybe I will someday if I keep at it and don't give up.
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