Life is circular. Every time I try to run away from my
problems, I end up right back where I started.
There is no escaping them. I can either learn from my mistakes and
spiral upward, or, I can get caught up in a flurry of frustration and obstinate
determination and get sucked into a downward spiral.
Lately, I’ve been horribly sick. I caught a flu virus just
as I was transitioning from working two part-time jobs while going to school to
only working one job full-time. The resulting panic I felt from not getting
enough hours and not being able to do a good enough job due to my illness made
me even more sick. The worse I felt physically, the more anxious I became. The
more anxious I became, the worse I felt physically. Giving myself permission to
fail at work was the only way to pull out of this vicious cycle. Now, I finally
have hope for improvement.
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