Friday, July 31, 2015

Day Forty-eight

Wow! What an awesome three days off. I'm so grateful for such a fantastic opportunity to get back in touch with my spiritual self and back on track with my destiny. On my birthday, I went down the street to the park, sat in the shade by the water, and listed all the things I would do if the impossible happened and I was suddenly given a billion dollars. If I'm going to live with a quiet expectation of abundant blessing, I sure as heck had better know what I'll do with it when it gets here.

Mostly, what I came up with was entrusting chunks of the money to other people. I have a few friends who are really resourceful who would really go to work putting the money to good use. I would put one of my friends in charge of distributing funds to women's shelters. There are unfortunately a lot of women stuck in abuse relationships who only stay there because they feel they have nowhere else to go. Many choose to stay because they are too emotionally damaged to be able to believe for something better, but many are just too afraid of losing their sole source of support. I know; I've been there before. I might have stayed in my first marriage if I didn't have a safe place to escape to with my mother, and my first marriage was not a safe place for me to be in.

Another friend is very active in the Seattle arts community. I would employ her to reach out in creative ways to help raise money for the community. She could organize concerts to benefit the local children's hospital, conduct charity auctions to distribute the work of local artists, and plan dance/dinner parties.

One of the most important improvements needed in Seattle, in my humble opinion, is public restrooms. I know it's difficult, and expensive, to avail the public of sanitary restrooms, but it would really go a long way in helping to promote tourism in our city. Transients tend to take advantage of them, and it's remarkably sad how little people clean up after themselves, but free public restrooms in a few strategic areas of the city would really go a long way toward servicing our visitors.

The key to managing a billion dollars is not to spend it all trying to take care of everyone myself but to use the money as a tool for getting other people involved in contributing to the causes they believe in. Fund raisers are essential. Even if I could fork over the cash to pay for all the improvements on my own, it wouldn't do a whole lot of good. People take pride in what they contribute to, what they help to get accomplished. I wouldn't want to rob other people of that sense of satisfaction you get knowing you did something to help make a difference. 

Monday, July 27, 2015

Day Forty-seven

There will be no blog posts for the next three days. I'm going on a spiritual retreat; I won't have any internet or cell phone service. Once I get my spiritual life lined up straight, my circumstances will fall in line. I will be capable of having and doing anything I'm truly passionate about experiencing in my reality. My relationships will flourish because I'm an awesome person who makes it my mission to cause other people to feel good about themselves. My finances will flourish because I long to share my talents and insights in ways that add significant value to the lives of others. My time will be well spent because I will be able to enjoy my life from the inside out; my joy and peace will be infectious to all those who are around me, and I will overflow with abundant love and compassion for those who are hurting and in need of someone who understands.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Day Forty-six

Another day has been lost. It's bound to happen from time to time. My girls are with me for the weekend, so my laptop tends to get monopolized. How am I ever going to make a billion dollars if my goals are aimed at minimum-wage jobs? Honestly, I don't know of anyone who's managed to become extraordinarily successful by working for someone else. I need to find a way to become the master of my own destiny. If I can offer the world a smidgen of the hope and encouragement it so desperately needs, then I will be successful beyond my wildest dreams. 

Friday, July 24, 2015

Day Forty-five

My first poetry book is finished. I have it printed as a PDF. Now, I just have to figure out how to get an ISBN for it so I can sell it on Amazon. I'm so excited. One down, three more to go. Then I can move on to organizing my three other files of poems. Once I get my books online, I can start doing poetry readings on my YouTube channel. Hopefully, I'll be able to finish my website too and get it to go live by the end of the summer. Everything is finally beginning to fall into place.

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Day Forty-four

If I'm ever going to be a billionaire, I need to learn to be my own advocate. I can't let anyone else push me around, control me, or cause me to live in fear. 

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Day Forty-three

Every once in a while a great idea comes along that changes everything. Usually, however, it's the incremental changes we make each day that compose the biggest differences. I let myself off the hook today. I was tired, sore, and foggy headed, so I slept in. I allowed myself to not be on top of things because I had a few high-priority errands, which took precedence over my other daily chores.

My daughter came over for dinner tonight with her boyfriend. We cooked, ate, and played games all evening. It was an awesome time. Tomorrow, my boyfriend is flying to Brazil, so spending time with him before he leaves will supplant all else. However, once he leaves, I'll have nothing else to do all week but get work done. I'll have plenty of time; I just need to make the most of it.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Day Forty-two

Even though I want to focus on my writing at the moment, it would be good for me to have at least a part-time job to help cover expenses while I get my new business venture off the ground. I've put out several applications, but haven't done much to follow up on them just yet. I received a phone call from one of the places, but I felt very reluctant to call them back. It was a dread I can't quite articulate, as though working there would produce in me just as much anxiety as I had experienced at my last job. Today, I received a voicemail from another company about an open position, and I felt really excited about it. I'm going to call there tomorrow to schedule an interview. Sometimes, it's not always best to go with the first opportunity that comes along.